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  1. luca

    2008 vs. 2018

    2008 - Mom kicked me out of the house to live with my psychotic father because she was too much of a drunk and was tired of trying to support me. I finished High School last year, had a job, lost it, and was faffing about. Life was dark and I hated being alive from the shitty household I lived in. I started actively listening to music as more than just a distraction and more as a serious hobby. A black man was elected president and my father was suitably upset. I had my last Christmas with my mother. I was an anxious wreck who lived in constant fear. I wrote about it a lot. 2018 - Living with a friend I've meet online going on 4 years. Dissolved the relationships with my parents entirely and haven't seen my mother in nearly a decade. Tried the college thing and didn't work out, ran out of money and mental health issues sabotaged my ability to push myself. Went on some roadtrips and met some people I wish I had met sooner. Fell in and out of love. Came out of multiple closets, which in Trump's America is terrifying. I don't live in fear anymore but a lot of those feelings don't ever really leave and I still have a great deal of trouble functioning as a normal adult in society. I wouldn't necessarily say I'm happy but mainly content and indifferent to what life might bring to me since I don't have strong feelings for much of anything anymore. I still write about it a lot.
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    Torvus Bog - N4A Chat Thread, August 2018

    as if to imply the show still isn't
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    Torvus Bog - N4A Chat Thread, August 2018

    man okami's a gorgeous looking game and all but there's way too much fucking talking in it
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    Torvus Bog - N4A Chat Thread, August 2018

    DARK SOULS ON SWITCH IN OCTOBER THANK GOD
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    Torvus Bog - N4A Chat Thread, August 2018

    I feel like I'm only destined to DPS in MMOs because I just feel terrible at these games in general and I just have to realize what spell rotations are and not stand in shit that's going to kill me. This is made difficult since I'm BLM in FFXIV and I have to stand still to DPS.
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    Isle of Café Seiren - N4A Chat Thread, July 2018

    i had no idea kefka was a raid boss in stormblood should be interesting when i get to it
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    Isle of Café Seiren - N4A Chat Thread, July 2018

    if your skin isn't molting off, it can be hotter
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    Isle of Café Seiren - N4A Chat Thread, July 2018

    i have no idea why i play mmos because i feel fucking terrible at them at any role that isn't braindead
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    Isle of Café Seiren - N4A Chat Thread, July 2018

    man what was square enix thinking with this quest chain into heavensward content jesus fuck patch some of this shit out
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    Isle of Café Seiren - N4A Chat Thread, July 2018

    https://money.cnn.com/2018/07/26/news/companies/papa-johns-lawsuit-john-schnatter/index.html this is a cursed headline
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    Isle of Café Seiren - N4A Chat Thread, July 2018

    i spent mine all on beef i'm not joking i bought 3 pounds of beef yesterday because it was on sale
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    Isle of Café Seiren - N4A Chat Thread, July 2018

    send me money instead
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    Isle of Café Seiren - N4A Chat Thread, July 2018

    man this has been a mood
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    Political Containment Thread

    The issue with cultural appropriation is that you're in no place to decide or come to the conclusion that the culture doesn't care. Having that one black friend who's okay with you saying the N-word doesn't mean every black person is fine with it. Just because your Native American friend doesn't mind drunk stereotypes or being the mascot of a football team doesn't mean all feel that way about it. If other people care about it, it's because they were likely informed by people in that culture that they do. I don't like this notion that people like being offended. Making that claim comes from a position of privilege because you have the luxury of not having to be defensive about something. I'm trans, I don't get to have the luxury of not giving a fuck. People _are_ out to get me and are repelled or aggressive towards me because of what I am. I'd love nothing more than to not be offended, but I have a massive target on my back. I have a right to be paranoid about how people treat me. I want shit to change so I can chill out and just be what I am without people being disgusted by it, but until then hell yeah I'm going to be offended by how people look at me.
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    Ranking the Zelda games...

    Replayability is overrated. Experiences can be still be memorable even if you don't want to go back to them, some games do what they set out to accomplish with one playthrough and that should be enough. This over-emphasis on bloat in games to prolong or encourage replay value is stupid. I can't believe I'm saying this in reference to a sandbox game.
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